Welcome to the c word

I rarely show the world what is going on inside it is just not my style. I hide pain and constantly worry about worrying other people and how they will feel about how I am feeling. I keep my problems to myself and sometimes even from my closest friends. Well not this time.

I have been on the c word roller-coaster (I'm calling it the c word to go easy on the faint hearted) for over three weeks now and have decided it is a good idea to write down what's happened, happening and going to happen then whoever wants to keep up to date can without being forced to hear about it through emails from me. Because you will all have days where you just can't or don't want to hear about this. I get that it’s ok.

I hope not but you also might meet people or know people who go through something similar and it might just help them in some way to know they are not alone and when they fall apart it is ok because who wouldn’t. When you read this please forgive grammar and spelling etc I have not slept for three days and sorry too if it is up and down that is pretty much how I am doing most days.

- Tuesday 23rd February 2010

Friday, 23 April 2010

Fantastic news...sort of

Here is a short summary of today, I will fill in the gaps tomorrow. NO CANCER in the glands they removed from my armpit. NO CHEMO recommended for the size and type of cancer I had. Radiotherapy in a few weeks, everyday mon - fri - is going to be a bit poo but over sooner than chemo. Pills for 5 years that normally would not be so bad for most women...except pre menopausal women. Not the most dazzling rainbow but a rainbow none the less. : ) Night xx
Full story tomorrow.

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