Welcome to the c word

I rarely show the world what is going on inside it is just not my style. I hide pain and constantly worry about worrying other people and how they will feel about how I am feeling. I keep my problems to myself and sometimes even from my closest friends. Well not this time.

I have been on the c word roller-coaster (I'm calling it the c word to go easy on the faint hearted) for over three weeks now and have decided it is a good idea to write down what's happened, happening and going to happen then whoever wants to keep up to date can without being forced to hear about it through emails from me. Because you will all have days where you just can't or don't want to hear about this. I get that it’s ok.

I hope not but you also might meet people or know people who go through something similar and it might just help them in some way to know they are not alone and when they fall apart it is ok because who wouldn’t. When you read this please forgive grammar and spelling etc I have not slept for three days and sorry too if it is up and down that is pretty much how I am doing most days.

- Tuesday 23rd February 2010

Friday, 21 May 2010


Just a quick update. No side effects for oooooh at least 24 hours. I am so glad. So the sun is shining and I am off to Brighton to see friends and enjoy being alive. I advise you to do the same : )
All is good good good. No word on radiotherapy I expect it to be in a couple of weeks as I was recently told by macmillan that 8 weeks is average wait. I have done 5/6.

I have however managed to get several cuts and an insect bite on my arm when I specifically have been warned not to. Doh. I really hope I will be ok.

Sending love xxx

I won't write for a little while unless something major changes like I get treatment date etc. See you soon.

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