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I rarely show the world what is going on inside it is just not my style. I hide pain and constantly worry about worrying other people and how they will feel about how I am feeling. I keep my problems to myself and sometimes even from my closest friends. Well not this time.
I hope not but you also might meet people or know people who go through something similar and it might just help them in some way to know they are not alone and when they fall apart it is ok because who wouldn’t. When you read this please forgive grammar and spelling etc I have not slept for three days and sorry too if it is up and down that is pretty much how I am doing most days.
- Tuesday 23rd February 2010
The Bricksblog
ReplyDeleteI first time I read it, I cried.
It was a cry born of frustration, anger, dread and the injustice of it all, but other things as well, such as more love than you could get into the Albert Hall and a humbling admiration for this frail little creature standing full square to the universe; beaten but not defeated, with a growing magnificent unquenchable spark of defiance.
Thoughts drift in and out, memories, shades of childhood; a boat on the Wye, cycle lessons in the horse field, Hastings ice rink, an English dog, an Italian cat, Matthew, Mark, Luke and John,the most untidy room on the planet, the Bluebell Line, tears at the Grand ........ but, beyond this and above all else, laughter........deep wonderful redeeming laughter, too many times to count.
Thank you, my Bricks, for all this and much, much more.
Dad. That is so so beautiful, Thank you x
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